My Vanilla Life

2008-03-12T12:56:00.000+08:00

Yea yea, I won't blog here anymore, cos i'd moved to another blog -_-"
Visit me at www.dexteritymaggie.blogspot.com

Cheers~

My whole of week 4 Term 2

2007-04-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

Mon April 9, 2007

After school, Emy, Mich, Van, QQ and I went to MOS Burger for lunch!!

Hehe.. Yum Yum!!! I love the milk tea~ Whee~

What a big wide smile... =)

Erm, I think she's trying to take her straw out, and I snapped at her.. hehehe
Anyway, we had fun that day, eating out.... Hope that we can carry on our "eating" like this, thought it's sinful I know-all the fried food, fast food and stuff, but it makes me forget the stressful day I had earlier on.

Tue April 10, 2007

We went to eat at Macs for lunch..

Then I stayed in the band room, reading newspapers while waiting for sectionals to commence, which was like.. 4.30pm??

Sectionals was... don't know la.. Sorta unproductive? Mummy aka HL came up with a plan to train our stamina... Run 3 rounds around the field--400x3=1200m, before every band prac.. This is to ensure that we can hold the very high C for 5 seconds.. The timing is going to increase every singe week.. Till we can sustain the note for... 1 minute?! Siao ar!! I cannot even hold a normal easy note for 40 seconds!! Madness... Think she'll lower the expectation ar.. She has to.. lol

Then, I didn't get to watch my "Because you said so"... Sectionals ar, ended late.. Thus, we're going to get GOLD for SYF!!! Hahaha

Went to watch the shooter instead.. Nice movie.. Very true in the world we live in, but is not very prevalent in Singapore.. It gave me new insights about how the laws in the world works though.. Justice.. Not always the case...

Wed April 11, 2007

Trumpet section ran outside the school for training instead of the field cos there was softball competition.. Suprisingly, we ran 3 rounds around the school=3Km.. Wow!!! That's freaking tiring!!! Don't know why we did that... Just feel like running at that point of time, hence, ran 3km in one shot.. Sadly, I had muscle ache for the next few days.. *rolf* Oh.. did i mention only Asmah, Justin and I ran???

Then.. Justin!!! Why are you wearing such long socks?! Trying to follow the Jap trend??? Hahaha

Not bad ar.. It's been ages since I saw this kind of "style" of socks.. =p *Of cos, not considering soccer players..

I can understand her tiredness.. After the long run... ZZZZZzzzzzzz

Thur April 12, 2007

Had GP compre test today.. Ahh.. Screwed up.. As usual...

Later that day.. Had Econs test.. Practically everything from macroenons... I have a confession to make!!! I didn't study for this test! (*x*) I can't do case study... Haiz... Not as if like my essay can make it also...

Erm.. watched J. Lo on American Idol that night.. Wow!!! It's my 1st time watching television after so many months of withdrawing from it!!! Guess I need it, helps me to relax...

Fri April 13, 2007

I didn't study for Last Bio Spa Skill A trial!!! My goodness.. Why am I so slack?

After school, ate in school with JY and went home to bathe before going band... I was late for sectionals though.. Reached 15 mins later, when it's suppose to start at 4pm.. Oops~

I think band had improved that day... Dr Lee told us some hilarious jokes about conductors he saw during the secondary schools SYF last few days... It's really Funny!!! Hahahaa... Laughed hard!!

Because of band, I can't attend Deborah's Birthday party!!! Sobz*... Heard that it was fun... Anyway, Happy Birthday Deborah!! Thanks for inviting me and sorry for not being able to go..

Sat April 14, 2007

Woke up late that day.. Went to math tuition at 2.30pm... Continued probability ws.. Argh... I'm still quite confuse sometimes, after 2 lessons of probability.. Haiz

Went MOS again for dinner!!! LOL

1st lesson for chemistry tuition... Great! At 1st I thought the teacher is some uncle, who doesn't look a single bit like a chem pro to me.. But after that, he teached so well!! I mean, I can relate and understand what he was teaching.. Can relate not cos I'm old or something.. -_-lll Though I'm really tired and all, I still can stay awake for the 2 hrs.. From 7.30pm to 9.30pm.. =) Proud of myself~

Sun April 15, 2007

Attended Mus'art afternoon concert.. Spirited Away!!! Hehehe.. Some of my personal comments about the players... The sax solo a bit soft in incredibles, the drumset not looking at the conductor-hence a bit off during transition of music, trumpet solos had slight flaws, clar section very in tune, good oboeist, good eupho...

Hmm.. That's all... Hahaha....

Can't find pressie for *mummy at Marina.. Sian 1/2

Then, travelled to China Town... To see the fund raising thingi ar... I think the boxes are quite nicely done... So many figurings shops there.. But still, can't find *mummy's pressie... Zzzzz

Then, travelled to SiMei to visit Samantha, who got admitted to Changi hos on fri.. Shocked la.. Only know about it like, this afternoon?! Bought her lily though... =) Get well soon Sam!!!

Starbucks!! All time fav... Yum Yum!!!

Tired and got home.. =)

Easter Sunday!!!

2007-04-08T19:36:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Suppose to wake up at 7am this morning.. But ended up waking at 7.30am... Dreamt that I overslept till 1.30pm.. lol.. What a dream!

Had Macs for breakfast! Hotcakes... Wow...
Then we went for the Easter Drama production...

Tokyo Drift by Teriyaki boys, changed:
Fast and Prayer~
Fast, Fast, Fast
Fast and Prayer~
Pray, Pray, Pray

Hahaha... laugh like siao... Super funny!!!

Then, there was this scene where the satan hold on to a REAL snake!! Don't know where they get it man... Reptile shop?? Zoo?? clueless....

The scene on Jesus being crucified was very sad and disturbing... Actually, I don't know a better word to descibe besides sad.. I mean.. It's more than that...
Then.. the account about the young Korean mother, who died in the cold winter during the Korea War because she took off every single piece of her clothe to keep the new born baby warm.. Did it out of love, leaving nothing on her back during the winter, froze to death just to protect the baby boy... Parent's love.. Shows God's love for us...

Anyway, went to eat Pastamania after that at Tampines..
Wanted to study at starbucks actually, but no place...
Then, went to try out CoffeeBean, no place also...
So in the end... guess what? KFC again!!!
lol

We took neoprints AGAIN!!! 2 days after our last time on Friday.. hahaha

Wana see a clear one? Ask from me again ma... Hahaha

Didn't really do any Econs.. But I did 4 commentaries!!! Wow.. What an accomplishment!!
But still got 4 more to go... Haiz... And a lot more paraphrasing!!!

From tomorrow onwards... Band Prac everyday!!!
Wow... So fun... ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz
No choice la...
33 days to SYF..

Last Training for line judging

2007-04-08T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Last day!!! Yes!!!
After this will be the real thing le.. Though we haven't been confirm a place for it yet.. It'll be such fun if we can get choosen..

The cons of this event... Have to wear black long pants and black shoes!!! ZZZzzz
I don't have black shoes!!! How seh... Borrow from friends? Or buy a new pair.. Waste $$ man...

The training only lasted for 1 hr today... Saw Mr Chew and a lot of other TpJcians there!!! Cool man... I don't even know they are TpJcians until Emy told me.. Which made me looked quite dumb though.. lol.. I'm like the only one who don't know their "identity"...
=(

Earlier today....
Woke up late.. Was supposed to meet Emy in the morning to study.. But oops... Pai Seh!!
But anyway she got another person's company la.. So.. I guess I don't feel so bad afterall.. Heheh
=p

Went tuition... I thought I finished my questions last week already?!
Irritating la... Gotta do 2 more questions, which is so tough...
In the end, Brian had to go through because I don't know how to do.. lol

Then, went to pool...
Jy u ps me!!!
We went through thick and thin, see, this is what u repay me!!! Hahaha (Credits to Emy=her lines for threatening)
I kana trashed like siao...
Didn't win a single game... hahaha... so lousy...

My cousin is going NS this coming Monday!!
AHhhh
So fast la...
Still remember the times when we're young, discussing about our future and stuff... Then he had to count NS in... Now is the time!!! For him to fulfill this phase of his life...
Hope that he'll be bless in there.. Make good buddies, have great fun, stay healthy and fit..

We talked a bit as I got home quite late.. Then we watched some Majong movie on channel 62..
I think I can imagine him botak.. hahaha... He's hairstyle when he's young.. So can relate ar..

I got him a card though.. See, what a great cousin I am... Lol

Very nice right?? Not cheap k!! Hahaha...

I hurt my index finger!!! Zzzz.. It's still hurting now..
The stupid door la!!! Can't it be softer?! Hmph!

Tomorrow I'm seeing Emy again!!! Hahah... Going church drama in the morning.. Hopefully can do some Econs project that we haven't even start... Have to hand in on this coming thur!! Oh man!

Oh.. I should be sleeping!! Meeting her at 8am.. Gotta wake up at 6am!! And the time now is... 1.13am!!! Ahh!!!!!!!!

Shoppin Spree!!!

2007-04-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Spent about $80 today... Seems like a small amount to some of u... But mind u.. We're still students who haven't start working yet... lol

Bought 2 skirt dress and 1 pair of shorts..

Btw, I went out with Emy... Almost the whole day...
We walked around like nobody's business... At Bugis, then to Orchard...
Scotts Isetan, then takashimaya, then paragon, lastly, far east...
I can still feel my feet hurtng..

We do so much walking because of Haagen daz!!!
zzz
We didn't get there in the end also... Cos don't know where it is...
Who's fault ar? lol...

Anyway, had fun shopping...
Trying out clothes and all.. Hehe.. And not forgetting taking pictures in the changing rooms... heheh We bought these skirt dresses anyway.. Accept that both of us bought the same colour, black, the one Emy's wearing.. Cos i think i looked like i'm pregnant in white.. hahaha

Then, here's my dream dress!!! Cannot afford... ZZZzzzzIt actually looked like a nightie on me... hehehe... the silk texture of it is really nice... Too ex for a nightie though... I feel like i'm not wearing anything actually... lol

Then, sadden by the fact that we can't find Haagen Daz, we went to try out the British fried mars cars from Chippy...Nice.. But really sinful.. So chocolaty and all.. The bad part is that u'll get thristy.. hahah

We took neoprints!!! Took about 45 mins close to an hour to design and all... But the results of the pictures are really good.. Each pic has a theme related to the background.. So cool~

Too bad ah.. A bit blur taken by my phone.. Details cannot be seen.. If u guys wan to see tell me lo.. then I guess I might show u? haha...

This is our dinner... Believe it or not... Hotdogs and milk tea for Emy, Barley for me... Wanted to dine at NYDC at 1st, but lazy to walk back to the place.. not sure about the name.. But is opposite Mariot hotel..

Hmm.. that marks the end of our shopping day~

Tomorrow's a Holiday!! Good Friday is it!!!

2007-04-06T00:46:00.001+08:00

Yea!!!!
Ahh... Finally a rest day on friday!! Which consider as one of my busy days in a week...

Phew... Can slack for a day!!
Yupee~
Planned to go shopping with Emy.. A date for 2 of us!!
Bleah! Jealous rite?? =p

SongFest '07!!!
I support Asri!!
And he's the champion!!
See! I'm good at judging!!!
Hehehe... He's really good~
That's because he's a guy, who sings like a girl... hmm...
The point is, he manages his tune well and "fake voice" that sounded like screaming...

Anyway, not everyone performs to their best in this competition as there were wrong tunes being sang... lol

Before attending SongFest, we went to cafe cartel for dinner..

Our Fish & Chips!! Realised why I say we??

Hehe.. Cos I'm sharing it with Emy...

And also another dish called Louis pork ribs.. But then, we started eating and forgot to take picture of it... oops... =p

Earlier today....

Was Cam whoring before GP lecture...

Audi Toilet~ Cool pics!! hehe... ^emy and me^

Trying to act ghostly behind... But odd cos... ~got take cam de mehz? lol

I just think Mich is so cute this way~ (^-^)

Then, the panorama of pictures!!!
*Speak no Evil, See no Evil, Hear no Evil*

I looked funny!! Hahaha... oops

Headache... AGAIN!!!

2007-04-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

I think... I sorta have "headache selection"...
lol
Cos I always have headache during band practices... hmm.. so what does it implies??
Is it really headache selection? or just simply sick tt's all...

Can't believe Mr Wong was a councilor in JC.. hahaha... He actually recited the 1st part of his speech he gave that time.. wow... Impressive.. He still manage to remember it till now...
Boosting about him getting the most votes that time.. Yea.. I admit that his speech is kinda cool..

New faces seen in the student councilor body....
4 of them leave a deeper impression than the others...

One of them is a guy who speaks like a Communist.. Hahaha... We thought that he was singing though.. Carrying a tune in his speech...

The second guy is a friend of mine in my previous church... Presented well and gave quite a good speech I think..

The third guy is one who speaks quite slowly, greeting everyone specifically(the teachers) with the nodding action.. The funny part... An interesting accent... hmm

The last will be a girl, whom I think is the best among the other gals as she showed a lot of confidence... Something about,"dashing ur dreams...." Ah, forgot the exact speech.. But is entertaining...

From next week onwards, trumpet section is gonna go full force!
There's going to be sectionals every single day!
Yes!! I'm saying EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!
*headache's gonna haunt me for the whole month*

Food!!!

2007-04-03T19:01:00.000+08:00

Sub Way!!!

The best food ever,

Makes you happy forever.

(what a lousy poem? Phrase?? Slogan??? Ah, forget it... Sucks in english..)

Lol... 3 of us have been eating at various places these few weeks ya? hmm... Guess that's where all my $$ gone to~

Some pictures taken just for fun~

Hehe... Nice right?? :)

Anyway, went back to school after this for compo test..
Dieded...
Don't think can pass this round again.. sign*

Chinese Resturant!!!

2007-04-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

Went to dine at Crystal Jade Kitchen after school today for lunch..
Though is Crystal Jade, we ordered congee.. Hmm.. All thanks to the lousy weather that makes us all felt sick... The heatiness and all..
Anyway, the congee was nice though.. Go try ba~

Earlier this morning, OBS realised I didn't prepare my math tutorials(as usual)...
She actually said,"Got time to go for church meetings but no time to study... Jesus will understand that you don't have time.. Memorize the formulas and pray to Jesus every night la... He'll help u.." hahaha...

Band... Here comes my headache.. Giving me the reason to consume panadols! Ahh! Pls don't let me get addicted to it!!!

Band ended around 7.30pm.. Dead tired...
I actually fell asleep in band earlier on.. lol
Cos Mr Tan was working on the flute section.. Nothing to do, got bored and dozed off~

Thanks for being so sweet yesterday night/morning? lol

A lot of hw left.. But cannot take it le.. Help!

Oh, I See~

2007-04-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

This new blogger left me clueless at first.. Guess I'm getting the hang of it already... Hmm.. Have to shift my old blogs to this new google account.

Anyway, didn't really do anything productive these 2 days.. As in Sat and Sun..

Saturday: woke up late, went to tuition, then to Belle's house to play some badminton, went home, watched HBO, sleep....

Sunday: went to church(morning), went home, read newspapers(whole afternoon+evening), had dinner, typing this blog now...

In fact, I have a lot of homework to do... Math assignment, GP countless entries, GP presentation on tue, GP essay outlines, GP compre, Chem tutorials, Econs project..
I think i have to hand in... within this week?!!!

Wow.. what an interesting life!!! Hahaha... lol

I'm sure tomorrow will be a better day! I can see it coming!!
Let's live life to the fullest! Live like u're going to die the next day!!
Cya around~

Temasek Poly Band Concert

2007-03-31T01:40:00.000+08:00

I seriously think tp is better than us right now.. Maybe cause they have more time to practice?? who knows...
I think the 2nd half repertoire of the concert was better than the 1st..

Anyway, the conductor is so cute.. the way he conduct and all.. Love watching!!!

Had my Bio mock spa skill A and it's so shitty.. Sucks... Really lousy I think..
Didn't even finish the paper..
It might be that I didn't study at all... lol
Who to blame but myself??

I'm in love with Neyo's new song... Beacause of you~

I'm so sorry for I had hurt you in the past.. Pls do forgive me...

A Long Thursday

2007-03-30T01:17:00.000+08:00

Thursday is the longest day of a whole week.. With school ending at 4:30pm.. ZZZzzzz

But of course, thursday is not as long as mon, wed and fri as these days have band after school, which will end around 7pm.

Anyway, my school had a SongFest singing competition preliminary rounds this morning.. With 'Unity in Diversity' as the theme of this competition, the contestants gave all sorts of reasons for choosing their songs or forming their band.. Which is quite stupid and hilarious. lol

I love ASRI!! He sings like a girl man! (Is it a compliment?) Of course it is!!
I think he's really good as he can sing well(well=very impressive) for both he's fake and real voice.. I'm sure he's gonna win!! (Btw, I voted for him.. he's so cool)

I finished my Chemistry Spa Skill C & D A Level Exam today!!!
I do not have to touch chem spa for the rest for the yr ever again.. Yupee~

During econs tutorials, I'm 1/2 asleep big time.. I'm copying notes written on the board but I don't even register.. Which I'm shocked to see that I actually copied and follow the tutorial for about 1 hr.. Then Miss Liew was like you guys are always under prepared.. After saying, she gone le

I actually pon PE today.. It may seemed like I'm lazy.. However, it's due to another reason which is quite dumb and embarrassing.. Hence, I'll not mention it here.. hehehe

After school, Liyu, Michelle, Emy and I went to New York Pizza for dinner.. Had fun chilling out and thanks Emy for companying me till 7pm.. =)

Went to prayer meeting after that... Wow.. What a great meeting I'd say..
We actually prayed for about 2 hrs.. Hmm..
I personally think this is a chance for me to really pray as I do not have time to do my quiet time these few weeks.. oops..

Journey back home... Tiring.. Bus 24 is so so packed.. Missed 2 buses due to overcrowding.. Haiz.. shoulders pain due to heavy bag, legs tired as there was no available seats..
TIRED!!! (Even now as I'm typing, I'm falling asleep..

A short one

2007-03-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

Today... ired tirED TIRED!!
As usual la.. I'm literally tired everyday... :p

Tommorrow is Chemistry Spa A Level Skill C and D Exam!!
The very last chem practical for A levels!!! Yes man!

After tommorrow, I'm only left with Bio Spa skill A Exam and that's it for practicals!! Can say goodbye to SPA after that!!!

Anyway, we got a new trumpeter.. From Saint Pats.. Hmm...

Headache is killing me

2007-03-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

Perhaps the fever yesterday has not fully recover, which cause this headache to persist in the morning.. Panadol seemed useless to me as it doesn't cure my headache.. Instead, it makes it worse I guess..

Fell alseep during Math tutorial and surprisingly, Ms Ong didn't care after I said that I got headache. First time ar.. Haha...

Went to watch Music and Lyrics...
A nice show indeed... Quite sweet... On how the guy actually wrote the gal a song to win her back..

This movie suppose to be screened on valentine's day in US, but apparently, it takes a month later for the show to reach Singapore..... So lousy...

I had a nightmare this morning man!! About DOM!!! Ahhhh!!! Freaky!!

It goes like this, I'm in this shopping centre with my mum and younger sister.. then, out of sudden, there's this guy, chinese, quite tall, wearing a squarish spects approached me.. With my mum around la! So odd.. We decided to take a cab home cause it's really scary as he kept stalking us..

The guy actually wanted to stalk us by taking a cab after us..So i got really fed up and threaten to call the police if he continues.. He actually told me that I can call the shopping centre security if I want, and they'll go after him.. So I took out my phone and ask for the number la.. Sorta ironic ya?

He wanted to snatch my phone from me.. I try to run away.. My mum and sis ran diff. direction from me!! leaving me alone.. Shocked and scared, I jump out of my bed at 4am in the morning, feeling my heart beat fast from fright..

DOM!!! Leave me!!! I'm being haunted even in my sleep! Gosh!

2 days events

2007-03-26T01:08:00.000+08:00

On Saturday, 24 March, 2007

I had badminton match in the morning..It's an event called the emerge conference hold by my church... For goodness sake.. I ain't no badminton player!!
Was trashed.. Expected... By a pro player... School team somemore...

But it's a fun experience la.. To be able to play with such a pro.. The aura of this person is just so different.. I know I sounded quite exaggerating... But she's a total changed person when the serving starts.. Before and After serving she'll "return" back to her "normal self".. All fun and friendly.. When it comes to match, her eyes shows professionalism and confidence.. That's what I had learn today besides the need to brush up my skills.. hehe

Planning to go home to bathe and change into a fresh set of clothes, my neighbour(or fren)'s dog, a labrador, ran out of the house and stopped at my gate... Barking loudly, my granny called my sis and I... When we got out.. No dog in sight.. So i went to check out my fren's house to confirm that the dog that barked is the labrador.. Then, walking back, I saw the security guard brought a dog to our gate.. It's it...

Closed the gate behind us, we thought the dog will not get out already... To our suprise, the dog appeared at my gate again.. Haiz.. no choice but to bring her in and locked her at my place...

Anyway, went pp for breakfast and saw Mrs Neo on the way there lo.. Shocked though..

Concert is quite a failure I think.. Partly because of the lousy place we performed in.. But it can't be that all.. Cos the Alumni band played quite well.. So, I guess it's just the band la.. Can't help it.. Anyway, the more important one is SYF tt's coming.. Come on guys and gals! Let's do it!!

Thanks for supporting me!!! My family, friends: Emy, Jy, HQ, Rui Rui, Michael, QQ, Jeff and seniors...
I love the flowers and gifts u guys gave me!! Muacks*

On Sunday, 25 March, 2007

Supposedly to have bible study in the morning.. But Tim was late.. haha.. too bad.. Can't blame him though.. So cancelled due to insufficent time.

Attended morning church service.. Rev. Casey Treat as speaker today!!!
He discussed about "Your Vision is Your Future!!"
Which i personally think is very true..
To make things short.. the overall msg is that your vision directs your life.. Without a vision, man perish.. Vision has to accompanied by faith.. By faith, it will bring success!

If you focus on something, you'll head towards it!
So what are you looking at? What's your focus?
Are you focusing on negative? or positive things???

After service, went to Tampines Central to meet my aunt and family for lunch together..
We planned to watch Mr. Beans holiday at 1st, but sadly, I can't because I have Aviva badminton line judging at evening.. Though there were quite a number of time slots for the movie, all are selling fast.. So I decided to back out and so they can watch a later show at evening...

Then, we went to Billy Bombers at Century Square for lunch.. Thank you aunt and uncle for the treat!!

My little cousin so cute right? Hey you! Underage right? Who gave u the permission to Drink?! Ahem!!

Root Beer!!! What an old and memorable taste!

Aviva Badminton Line Judge Training... So cool... What have I learnt: OUT!!! (with both arms raise horizontally to the sides) hahaha

Met this super Weird and pervertic guy there.. NOT AGAIN... ZZZZZzzzz

He kept talking to me la.. Rattling and rattling.. Cannot take it seh.. I think he looked 20 ++ , 30++ la.. But he told me he's around our age.. Hey, I don't buy that Mister!!

According to JY and Michelle.. They all agree that he's pervertic.. His looks ar... Only has a word to describe= pervert.. He talked to me a lot la.. Then turn and give the checky look to the rest.. EEEWwww... Worse still, wana act pro.. Kept trying to look pro and do stupid tricks that nv work.. Noob seh!

Why am I so suay(unlucky)?? Always attract this kind of dirty man.. Ahhh!!! I think it's not me la.. it's the guys prob!! Must be!!

Ahh.. anyway, it'll be soo soo cool to be able to get selected for the line judges.. So fun.. The tough part is that you have to concentrate at all times and make the right decisions.. Cos if u give the wrong signal, you may get jeered at by the crowds during an actual game or even anger the players...

Hopefully we can all get chosen!!

Tuesday Blues~

2007-03-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Falling asleep in class everyday lehz!! Oh man... How to concentrate??
Sorry Emy, I fell asleep even when u're teaching me math... Hahaha.. I really can't take it.. I think caffeine really keeps me awake...

When I fall in love~ It would be Audi Toilet~
Hahaha...

Cam whoring in audi toilet.. hehehe...

Band Camp!!!

2007-03-18T02:16:00.000+08:00

The best part of band camp: Get to eat maggi mee and watch bollywood with friends...

The bad part of it: Get to sleep on sitting position

Hahaha... I slept for 2 hrs and guess what? In the sitting position!! Luckily I'm trained in it.. Because I always sleep during tutorials and lectures.. Oops.. I'm even trained such that while sleeping in lectures, I will not sway like what people usually do when falling asleep..

I snapped a pic of Ain sleeping position.. hehehe

Wanted to take a pic of Sock Yee sleeping.. But as usual man.. She realised and did this..

But i slept in a different position la.. haha.. Which is to rest my head on the table(sitting position)... After 2 hrs of sleeping in such position, my hands are numb la.. usually 40 mins of sleeping like that made my hands really numb.. Now is like 2 hrs!!!

The rehearsal at Auditorium really sucks.. Haiz... Maybe it's the acoustics of the place but I think we're not prepared.. Even our afternoon practice is better.. It might be that we were tired.. But this shouldn't be the excuse to give.. So.. gotta work extra harder this coming week.. As concert is a week later... We want to make the $$ people spend on coming worth it ya?

A tired but relaxed day

2007-03-16T01:49:00.000+08:00

Sounds... contradicting??

Hmm.. Tired due to the fact that I do not have enough sleep I guess... Relax because I'm in the
midst of a school holiday..

Went to Sakae Sushi with Emy and Liyu today!! Eat a lot!! Oh my oh my... I'm neglecting my weight again...

The food looks really nice right??

Temptations are hard to resist...
"Eat me, eat me!!" cries the food..

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In the fitting room... Trying out shirt dress...

Same design somemore.. But in the end none of us bought this design.. lol

I think we look more like painters or pregnant in it...

Travelling home is exhausting.. My bus ride is about 1 hr and 20 mins...
The worse part is that the bus is freezing cold!!

After alighting the bus, a still have to walk a distance to reach home.. While crossing the road, I nearly fall on the road man!! Luckily I didn't.. Or else my face also disappear ar!!! jkjk.. hahaha
Even after opening the door, I dropped the keys onto the floor.. This was how tired I am... ZZZZZzzzzz

There's band camp tommorrow.. Hope that it'll be a good one..
Oops, haven't pack my stuff yet...

Lousy Rehearsal... Haiz...

2007-03-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

Today we had a real bad rehearsal..

I don't understand why the band still cannot play our syf choice piece after so many months of individual practice.. Is it because we didn't practice enough or most of us just don't give a damn about syf?!

The conductor is very upset with us.. We cannot have any productive rehearsal due to mal practice.. Or should say, most of us didn't practice the correct way.. Which leave us with no achievement after every sectionals or rehearsals done..We already have many practices.. Thrice a week, isn't this enough??

I had already gone through this stage of life(syf days) for 2 times already.. This is my 3rd syf.. I think i should be able to see what went wrong in the band...

What I can see is that the band lack of:

1) Confidence
We do not have the confidence to play such a difficult piece of music as we think we cannot perfect the piece with so many things to achieve... Like, pitching, togetherness and intonation as the core problems of such a hard piece.

2) Goal
Most of us I'd say, do not know what we want to get for syf exactly.. I mean I can tell u I want a GOLD! That's because I went through syf before, and I know that setting a goal is important in whatever task in life such that u'll work hard to achieve it.. However, most of the band members don't understand or never even hear this before..
It's quite hard for me to instil this kind of 'goal' in them cause I ain't no leader in the band!! Goal setting is actually taught by my secondary school conductor, as he wants us to have an aim for syf..
I think the band now truly needs that... They can't even answer our conductor's question,"What do u want to get for syf??"
Haiz.. Sad... By now they should actually say,"GOLD!! WE WANT!!"

3) Sense of urgency
We only left 2 months to syf..
1 rehearsal with our main conductor per week, which left us 8 rehearsals before syf!!!
And we're saying that the rehearsals still have people playing wrong notes, not following the beat/momentum, and coming in wrongly...

What can the band do now seriously?? The conductor is so pissed with us.. He wants us good but the band is not working...
A band is a Band!
There's no way 1 person's effort can bring the band to a gold standard.. It needs everyone's effort and hardwork!!
Don't you all feel guilty that most of us are always slacking??

And a band standard is determine by the worse player in the band...
It's our band! Shouldn't we be working harder??!

Who will care whether we get a gold anot?? Only we care cause it's our band we're talking about..

Hopefully our band can make miracles happen.. Work hard guys!! Not much time left.. I want a GOLD for syf!! Who's with me??

"People with goals succeed because they know where they're going." Earl Nightingale

Gettin' the WRONG attention!!

2007-03-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

I don't know what happened to me sia... Keep getting the wrong attention.. Haiz...

My definition of wrong attention: Stares from Dirty Old Man (Ages 40 and up)
Zzzz.. Am i worth only this??!!

Why??!! Tell me!! I'm not pretty mehz??
Or I'm only pretty in the eyes of DIRTY OLD MAN!!! aahhhhHHHHHHHHHHH!! I don't want!!I rather not have any attention!!

Just now... While waiting for bus 17 at the bus stop below Emy's block after sending my present to her, (Bus stop AGAIN!! Argh!) there's this DOM,(stands for Dirty Old Man) riding a bicycle coming my way....
Then... I don't know what for?! He slowed down dramatically and sort of stopped in front of me.. Looking at me with this grin!! I feel so disturbed la!
Then, i gave him the 'what you looking' at look.. After a few seconds, he turned and ride away... What on earth he thinking about seh?! Thought I'm from China again ar?! Oh man, give me a break!

Being stared at, I planned to take a cab home if it comes down the road.. So it did, and I hopped in it..
The taxi driver super 'ku ku'(stupid, lousy) la! Without hearing my address properly, he drived into the wrong driveway.. Haiz... Then giving the excuse that I look like a Malay.. Oh my goodness... Malay this time, what's next????

Paying the fare, the driver said,"You need me give u back 20 cents anot??"
I'm like thinking to myself,"What for la?! 20 cents?! Weird!"

I guess this is the sweetest thing I ever did for a girl...
What I did: Bought 6 pink roses, wrapped up in a nice bouquet,
Done a super doper beautiful and meaningful card,
Get her address from Someone(friend)
Went to her house in the dark
Dropped the bouquet and card at the doorstep....

(Too Bad ar.. I'm not a guy.. Or else the girl sure fall in love with me.. Haha.. No la.. Joking... She told me her mum is disappointed that i'm not a guy.. Sorry mum!)

Today went back to secondary school to help out in the band... But in the end, i didn't do anything productive though... Didn't take them for sectionals or teach my juniors anything.. So.. waste of time...
The only thing that worth all these is that I get to see my friends.. Denise, who I had not seen for about 2 yrs...

Today is Jaslin's Birthday! Happy Birthday Girl!! Gonna go hang out and eat Sake Sushi again soon! Our Sushi gang=Jaslin, Denise, Sebrina & me)

I think the band have a lot of work to do to polish up and improve their tone and togetherness... Haiz... Can't believe what I heard today... Them playing... Really have to improve much more..Only left with say... A MONTH??
I truly believe you guys can do it! So buck up and give it all!!
You Are the BEST!!!

Without a sense of urgency,dersire loses its value.
Jim Rohn

Freaky Man!!!

2007-03-13T01:04:00.000+08:00

Do I look like I'm From CHINA??!!
Oh please, for goodness sake, I'm a pure Singaporean!!

About an hour ago, I was waiting for Bus 63 opposite Bugis Junction.. To my horror, a bald, late middle-aged, wearing a pair of squarish spectacles and is quite short guy approached me... It's not that i have something against bald men but it's really freaky...

It goes like this...
The bald: Are you from china?? (speaking to me in chinese)(At the same time, keep looking at me, scanning me from top to bottom like a pervert!! Smiling to me with this pervertic eyes of his.. EEEEwwwww!!! )
Me: No...
The bald: Oh, I thought you were cos u dress like one...
Me: (Feeling insulted, is my dressing sense so UnSingaporean?!)
The Bald: So u work at Bugis Junction??
Me: (Didn't want to tell the truth) Yes.. (When I Don't even work before!!)
The Bald: So you start work at what time? 8am??
Me: No.. 10am..(Anticipating, don't know what for also)
The Bald: Wa.. So tiring.. From 10am work till 11pm.. Office work better lo.. Only from 10am to 5pm..
Me: (Thinking to myself: Say so much for what?! I don't want to talk to u!)

I guess he saw my uninterested face and thus, walked away..
Phew, what bad luck...
Luckily he don't take the same bus as me.. I'm like praying hard for my bus to come quickly...

What is he thinking about seh... The dirty mind of his!! What? China women are all so loose mehz? I don't think so lo...Not all at least... Can't he just show some respect?!
He made me looked cheap la! Luckily he didn't start his conversation like," How much are u lady?"
I tell u, I will walk away immediately la!! Scary man... Or run away if possible...

Ahh.. enough of my encounter with this pervertic man.. 1st time people say i looked like I'm from China...ahhh

Anyway, went to watch movie marathon with Emy and QQ earlier on..
Dream Girls & Happily Never After ..

Dream Girls is a great movie to catch... It's more like a musical as there's a lot of singing invloved... It's based on a true story.. Except that the story line is quite brief since a movie that is 2 hrs cannot show everything about the life of the girls... Anyway, i rate 4 over 5 stars

Happily Never After: Quite a stupid show... waste $$ and time.. My advice: Don't watch it at cinemas... Only watch it if u really like cartoon or if u have nothing better to do... I rate 1 over 5 stars

Today is EMY's BIRTHDAY!!
So sorry for not being able to taunt with u guys at East Coast till morn.. Cos my parents don't allow.. ZZZZzzz
I wish u all the best and God Bless!!
Get straight As for A lvl too!!!

Math Faculty Test!!

2007-03-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

My life as a college student=test and exams

I'll be having my math faulty test tommorrow.. Duh!!
Though the topics tested are not as much compared to last yr's promotional exam, but i think i'll suffer...
Because i can't even do integration!!!
HOW???!!

Hopefully, i can at least pass by God's grace and mercy...

Anyway, service today taught about homosexuality and God's presence even in bad times..
I believe that God is always good.. He doesn't criticize or hate us for our wrong actions... Instead, he loves us and hope that we'll turn to him and seek his presence.. And even in the worse time of our lives, he's always there...

Unfortunately, almost everyone of us is guilty of being angry with God at least once in our life.. Blaming God for things that are bad, things that hurt us.. Asking,"God! Why do u let this happen? Are u really there??"

God, of course, is there every single moment.. He allows bad things to happen so that the world will change for the better, and also, it is to nurture us into mature individuals.. God wants to heal us and save us from the sufferings we are going through. But sometimes he has to make us go though tough times...
Rest assure that u'll be "release" if u find "rest" in him..

This reminded me of one particular day, during my secondary school days i guess, I was feeling really down and depress... If I'm not wrong, i think it's because of the stress resulted from school... I use to blamed God for making me go through this.. (Which i'm feeling sorry now).. While I was seated on my bed, thinking about all these things... God just came and filled me with his presence.. Tears just flow down naturally.. I can feel his love for me.. So real and so close... Then, I came to understand that God is always there for me.. He'll heal me when i'm broken, and share my burdens and protect me like a father.. God will do the same for you too!!
So why don't give him a chance and accept him?? I'm sure you will feel his agape love that nobody on Earth can ever give it to you.. Because God is constantly thinking about you.. Just like a father... Not selfish, and there's no motive behind it.. It's true love!!

Oh.. What a long one.. If I were to list down every single thing that God has done for me, it'll be so long that I can't finish writing in a day.. Instances that I encounter God... WOw.. I love it..

Usually, I encounter God during my 'quiet time', which is quite rare now as I'm busy with school.. I know it's not an excuse.. So I wish to make time for it...

By the way.. I want to express my condolences to Asmah's grandad... Don't be too sad ok?? I'm sure your grandad had lived a great life and left an impactful history..

"What is lovely never dies,
But passes into other loveliness,
Star-dust, or sea-foam, flower or winged air.
Thomas Bailey Aldrich

Shopping!!!

2007-03-11T01:19:00.000+08:00

Went to shop with Emy and Jy today at Parkway(our usual hang-out place after tuition.. haha..).. Bought a top from Espirt and a clutch from Dorothy Perkins... The price is acceptable i guess... Hehe...
Sadly, we didn't go Orchard Far East as planned cos Jy is sick... Really bad i think... DO take care and get well soon ya? DOn't stay up so late everyday!!! Or else i'll box u ar!!

The Ramen and Xiao Long Bao Restuarant that we always wanted to dine in is actually a different branch of the one at Century Square!!! 高记 that's it! Emy and I ate a lot.. zzz... I don't want to put on more weight!! Help me!!
Couldn't resist the temptations... >_<

I like Stephen Chou!! The movies that he acted in are so funny!! I love to imitate his laughter.. HA~HA~HA~HA~
Too bad, u guys can't hear my brillant imitation from here.. Hehehe
In case you're wondering why i mention him out of a sudden, I watched one of his movie just now.. It's quite an old movie though... But still, didn't fail to make me laugh.. Hahaha...

I'm Okay

2007-03-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

I didn't realised about the letter.. What i can say is I forgive you...I've been "running" away from you these few days, cos i feel both awkward and hurt.. Though i try to think of reasons like," oh, it's cos u're stress" or "it's not a personal attack" for your actions on fri, but i still cannot bring myself thru' it until you apologised..

I know I'm quite petty in this case, what a lousy character ya? Anyway, I'll try to change it too... But it's really hard ar... Since gals generally petty.. lol.. It's not an excuse of course.. I'll still try to change..

So please don't pass any sort of such comments again k? It irritates me and makes me upset.

My good fren ar(Different person)... Your sudden coldness is so confusing and may caused a lot of misunderstandings that u're not aware of.. So please don't scare me and Emy k? If there's anything don't be afraid or feel restricted in sharing it with us.. We'll always be there....

Biology Spa A level Exam skill C and D earlier in the morning...
Everything went well accept for a part... Anomalous reading!!!
I actually noticed an anomaly result in the data... However, i ignore it thinking to myself," It must be a trick!! Don't fall for it!!!"
Oh my goodness.. there goes my level 8(highest grade)
What a smart alec Brain of mine.. Giving it's own reasoning.. Haiz...

My Organic Chem Faulty!!!

2007-03-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

Oh my goodness... Another lousy test...
Don't think i can pass this time round AGAIN!
ZZzzz..

Tommorrow is more important.. Which is Bio Spa A level Exam...

What's Wrong?

2007-03-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

I seriously don't have a clue on why the sudden coldness of my so called once close friend towards me... Have i done anything wrong??

It beats me... I think i didn't hurt her, so said anything nasty.. Maybe if we're not such good freiends, I might not even realise the difference in our relationship.

However, i hope that your daoness(ignorance) and the cold shoulder you gave is not due to childish or silly reasons.. Of course, I do wish that you can tell me what actually went wrong and that we can sort things out..

Nevertheless, to be honest, I felt hurt and irritated by the way you are treating me... It makes me ponder about our true relationship.. Maybe we're not such good friends afterall.. Don't wish to think about that..
But if this is the truth, then i guess i have nothing more to say....

These few days have been really stress...

Emy, don't think too deep into your problems.. There's always a way.. Don't be too stress.. Just try to relax.. Mentoring is not the only thing that's important in life.. I know there's more and other stuff to worry about.. Let natural force take charge..

After going to the Arts and Social Sciences talk given by 3 universities in Singapore, SMU, NUS and NTU, I think banking and accountancy might not be a bad choice...

The problem behind it is that in order to get into a local universities, you must get at least a A,B,and C for the 3 H2 subjects(core subjects)taken in A level.. Signz.. Not easy...

My first love=Medincine in NUS..
Criteria=straight As
2nd love=Major in Science(Chemistry)
Criteria=At least A,A,B

How am i going to get it???
Dear god, please help me~~~

Tommorrow I'm having chemisty organic Chem faculty test.. It's a retest for those who failed.. I don't wish to fail again.. But i haven't study for it yet..
Probability of me passing=20%
What am i gonna do??
How to get straight As like this?? oh man~~~

I'm having Biology SPA(practical) skill C and D A level Exam on Friday.. Haven't study also.. ZZZzzzz

Livin' in Confusion

2007-03-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

Haiz....
What should i do?? Can some kind and wise souls around give me advice??

It's so ironic that i still haven forgive the person who hurt me on last friday.. 2 or 3 days is going to pass soon.. and i still have the feeling of hanging on the wire.. It seems like it's going to snap anytime..

Ironic because i'm a Christian.. Bible teaches us to love our enemies.. But i'm not doing it.. I want to do it! But........ I just can't.. It's so hard..

It's natural to feel angry and hurt by the words people say sometimes.. However, it's my actions that makes me ponder whether am i in the wrong for doing it..

What i did...
After hearing it(during band practice),
I pushed the music stand down hard,
slammed the file close that is placed on the stand,
throw it on the seat beside me,
And dao(show "black" face) to the person...
For the whole of the practice, I don't want to see the person.

Yep.. that's what i did...
Even for today's practice, i didn't even say the usual 'Hi' and give the smile i usually did... Am i to blame? or the person?

Should i be so petty as a God's child? I know i shouldn't.. But what can i do? I really don'y know..

I sort of acted happy in band.. Maybe i truly am because i still have my close frens in there like my blonde society members.. But, i felt like i'm some kind of hypocrite..
I admit that i feel more comfortable and happier without the presence of that person....

Sunday, service teaches about being a Philanthropist.. One who loves people... (and that includes that person... Ahhh)
What should i do??? Confused*

Or maybe i should just adopt the hack care spirit like what my last entry suggest? I might even be more relax..

Today can be classified under a lousy day.. Everyone is so tired and moody.. Get pissed easily and all... Including me....sadly..

Asmah aka minah blonde... Get well soon!! Hope that you'll recover in no time... Rest well and take care!

Lala Mood~

2007-03-04T00:25:00.000+08:00

About the person who pissed me off on fri.. I only have a song to represent how i'm feeling....

Changing the lyrics of the song,"Everybody sing a song, Do da, Do da, everybody sing a song, all the do da de...."

Do you think i even care, Don't Care, Hack Care,
Do you think i even care, I don't give a Damn!
Do you think i even care, Don't Care, Hack Care,
Do you think i even care, I don't give a damn!
I don't give a Damn, I don't give a damn!
Do you think i even Care, I don't give a Damn!!!

So now i don't really care about the "thing" already...Can also assume the person.. I'm not being petty here, but just trying to lead a better life..

Ahhh.. Don't know how I'm doing for economics test.. Hopefully can pass...

Saturday, went to Liyu's house for Chinese New Year, eat buffet and play majong.. lol.. So fast ar.. Today is the last day of CNY(4th March)...

I actually learnt the song from last yr's J1 orientation.. In my family..If you know what i'm saying..

My friend showed me a video from youtube.. I nearly died laughing!! So funny la!
It's a clip named, "Japanese learns English". Go check that out!! The guy is so hilarious!!

Count 1 to 100
One, two, tree, whore, fifthe,...
seventeen, eighteen, nineteen................... 'ten ten'!! (20 he mean, but he said ten ten... Don't know the existance of twenty!!)
Take like minutes to pronouce Venice... But still wrong... Venice=Venita
then questions=ques shions
etc................... hahahaha

PISSED!!!

2007-03-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with you man?! So irritating.. Argh!

What a day, insulting me is so fun is it? Or to be specific, venting ur anger on me... hate it.. Sorry but to say, WHAT A JERK!
I think you are seriously a LOSER!! Who gave you the permission for doing this, saying words that hurt me?! You have NO RIGHT to hurt me!!
So what if you're in a bad mood, that's not a good excuse for this!
A' level Mother tongue not good ar? What's it gotta do with me? eeeww... I didn't even show off or anything lo.. You're the one to be blamed for everything... And not me! Get this right please SIR!!

Forget about it.. Makes my blood boils everytime i think about it.. Enough rattling off this issue... So sucky.. Maybe i'll get better tomolo.. Sian...

Anyway, thanks Hwee Ling Aka Mummy for sacrificing ur time to go through economics with me... I know more than i first started.. Which is like nothing la.. hahaha.... The best part is thank you for controlling the hunger with me and carry on teaching.. hehehe.. Cheers~

Hopefully i can pass this time..

Thank God for everything.. Life is never easy, there are bound to be trials and tribulations. But it is how you cope and walk through them that makes you grow stronger in spirit each day~ (so contradicting huh?)

Chinese New Yr!!

2007-02-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Yr!!!

Wishin' eveyone a Happy Lunar New Yr!! May u eat all the goodies u want and get countless 红包sss (hong bao = red packet)...

hmm... I'm going Malaysia tomorrow!! Not sure where's the exact place though, lol. Will see then....The best part of this is to be able to skip school on wednesday! Which is one of the hectic days i have in a week... Phew~ Lucky me...

But will have to catch up and start my intensive studying once i get back.. So much for a holiday.. Sadly, there's always an end to good things.. So gotta work hard for it.. Let's all Go Go GO!!!

Hana Kimi

2007-02-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

Hana Kimi!!

Oh man, I'm addicted to the drama now!! All thanks to emy, jy and liyu... Now my eyes are stuck onto the computer screen, watching 'Hana Kimi'..

'Hana Kimi' is a Tawainese Drama, acted by Ella from S.H.E and some guys from 飞轮海（Fei Lun Hai).. Handsome seh.....The plot of the drama was taken from a japanese anima.. It's about a girl, who lives in America, falls in love with a guy she sees on television--doing high jumps.. Hmm.. what a story.. Dying to get near the guy, she enrolled herself into a boy's school.. Had a hard time trying to keep the secret about her real gender..

That's all.. All i can say is.. great show that worth watching.. Do watch!!

Happy Valentine!!

2007-02-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Hey, hope u gals out there had received beau~tiful flowers from guys and guys receiving many many chocolates!!

Haha.. Too bad i don't have a valentine, blame it for my unattractive character and looks.. lol
Those with valentines I wish u all the best... Guess u must have enjoyed this day.. (^-^)

I had a Blonde Society Valentine Dinner after band.. Oh, all of us are singles!
It's super crowded though, walked around Tampines Central to find a place so that we can settle down and fill our starving tummies... So crowded that we decided to eat at New York Pizza...

What a sinful day!! I sort of consumed the whole of this year's chocolate! Haha.. I don't wanna get fat!! Argh...

Chocolates are so so sweet and nice that i just couldn't resist the temptation..

Anyway, i want to express my love for my friends here, those that are in the same class as me, same cca, including those that I just somehow got to know, that I thank each and everyone of you as you all rock my world~ yea...

Without u all, my life will be so blend
I feel so fortunate and bless.

Lastly, thanks for all the gifts and goodies~ I appreciate them and will eat them happily..(Oops, diet neglected)

It Doesn't pay to be good

2007-02-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

Haiz... i never had time to update my block everyday.. really busy and stuff... So i think i'll do it once a week? or daily if i can...

Why it doesn't pay to be good??

Hmm.. maybe i'm not doing any good afterall... Firstly, the class tee thingi.. I should smack myself for being such a KPO(slang).. Bad choice maggie, shouldn't have step into it.. Anyway, i'll learn my lesson from it and i'll never ever be so careless and get con...

I suddenly had this rush during early afternoon, thinking whether should i just folk out $180 to settle the whole thing.. So stupid

The more i think about it the more depressed i got.. During math lecture, wasn't even paying attention.. Out of a sudden, the incident about shss alumni band concert last yr came back to me.. I feel like crying seh, but manage to hold it.. Something happened, which i don't think i want to talk about it. Didn't realise that it can actually hurt me so much that i still remember it.. Then, Ms Ong, as usual, screamed at us after math lecture.. Stuff about attendance and all again.. Haiz..

My dear Mozart blonde leaving!! Sobz*

It's hard for a person to leave, especially the say goodbye part.. Though we stil can see each other around in school for the next few weeks, she's not coming for band practices anymore.. I start to miss her le.. Don't know y also la.. We started tearing after she said she's leaving.. Must be Asmah's fault, influencing us.. But i really feel bitter inside.. Nozart is really a nice gal fren. She's fun to be with.. Especially when we insult her and all.. haha.. gonna miss her!!

Tomorrow's Bio Faculty test.. Haven't study yet.. Really tired from all these..

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Feels better now.. Have to get back to my vanilla life now.. Life is not so vanilla afterall ya?

STOP Bringing me DOWN!!!

2007-02-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

I'm not talking about a person or human for instance... It's SCHOOL that's Bringing me DOWN!!! Yes! All thanks to school.........

With the new rules and all, I think i can't hold on any longer...

Firstly, the late coming issue... I had been late for almost the whole of last yr.. Guess the school is trying to jail me this yr, by implementing rules that are so tormenting!! Everything now is CWO(corrective work order), detention, pink forms, confiscation of bus passes or ICs..... Life is so miserable (>_<)

Then, the worse is the faculty tests that are around the corner... It is said that if we didn't manage to obtain at least a S grade(40%) in every subject, we'll be retained!!! Oh my GOODNESS!! How am i going to survive?! Only 2 more weeks left!! (#_#)

What about the promos last yr?! Didn't it count?? What's the point of studying so hard for it and now, getting this??! Haiz.. Sorry for listening me rattling all these stuff.. But it's seriously distorting my life..

What should i do?? Study and bury myself in notes?? Hmm.. i guess that's the only way out..

"I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances."
- Martha Washington

I WANT the Converse Jacket!!!

2007-01-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

Oh my goodness... It's so so nice... I Want the White with Golden zip Converse Jacket!! Can some generous soul around buy it for me pleasssssseeeeeeeee??

Currently, i can't find the pic for it.. Wait till i take a picture 1st..

Jacket...I'm coming~

Shocking News about the death of Xu Wei Lun

2007-01-28T21:15:00.000+08:00

Xu Wei Lun, a young actress from taiwan died of car accident.. Sobz
She was pretty, talented and successful in her career.

Sometimes, life is so unfair.. But that's life.. We have to accept it and carry on.. Trials and tribulations are bound to be there, but we have to hang on, and walk through them..

It's sad to sort of start off my blog with this bitter news.. However, it's the reality of life.. So, let's embrace it and learn something through it.

What we can do to beat this cold reality?

There's no way to prevent troubles or sorrows coming our way. Nevertheless, we can make our lives better by doing the things we want and living to the fullest every single day! Don't wait and waste your precious life away.. Do heed my advice dear friends.

“I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge - myth is more potent than history - dreams are more powerful than facts - hope always triumphs over experience - laughter is the cure for grief - love is stronger than death”
Robert Fulghum

My condolences to Xu Wei Lun's family...

My Vanilla Life~

2007-01-28T14:22:00.000+08:00

Yes! I finally got a blog myself!!
It's quite simple actually, not what i think as complicated and all..
Anyway, why my vanilla life??

Vanilla represents the simplicity of my life.. Indeed, common and simple.

I will try to make my life fun though, because that's what most of us wants yea?
So, lets start this thing going~